|You wouldn't know i was bulimic but most bulimics are not terribly skinny, the just maintain the weight|
So, finally enough was enough. I was wasting so much money and time on my addiction. I slowly cut it out of my life. By the grace of God, I was able to overcome this and I thank my lucky starts that it didn't tumble more out of control. Some days, I wanted to revert back to it, but I'm so glad to say I'm done with it. I didn't need any ones help or guidance. Even though I gave up throwing up I was still going to the gym, Everyday. I mean I could not skip a day or I would feel like the whole day was ruined. I was eating less than 900 calories a day because I was afraid to gain the weight back, now that I stopped throwing up. My miracle came when I got pregnant with my daughter. Its forced me to look at how I was eating and why I felt I needed to do what I was doing. I stopped exercising all together, because in my mind, I figured if I can't work out hard, and follow a strict diet then theres no use. Which created a whole new set of problems. The doctor thought i was eating all day everyday because of how rapidly I was gained weight. The only reason it was packing on was because I had started to eat normally (sometimes bad food) and my body wasn't used to it.
Which leads me to my currently weight and why i want to lose the weight. We want another baby but i want to lose the weight before I gain more. I hope to lose at least 60 pounds. I recently stopped breastfeeding after 10 months. I am motivated to get my body back. Maybe not back to what it was, but a healthy weight is what my goal is. I hope to have this blog so that I can be held accountable. Maybe you want to lose weight or maybe you have lost weight. I know every ones body is different but I hope with tips and stories of success with me, I hope to motivate you. if by only alittle. Good luck. :)